Seeking escape from reality in the virtual world.

I've finally revived my blog with SS501!

indeed BOF has shot my husband to fame so now I can find his blogskins but I'm sad that I can't find any Joongbo ones. wells just make do with this.

It's Nov and it's gg to be exams soon. sucks ttm. I'm frequently homesick and I can feel the onslaught of a fever. shit got quiz tmr. which means I'm supposed to be studying instead of blogging but I need an outlet for my negative emotions so here goes...

Huge events have happened recently. made me question the value of things in life. I'm so glad I have friends here. They're my sources of strength when my fam is not around. and my thoughts are damn scattered. -daos-

Anw I think uni life sucks. How come it seems that everytime I enter a new environment, I'll look back on my past and think my past was better? Maybe it's just my lack of ability to adapt. When the novelty wears off, I'll realise that everything has changed and it's too fast paced for me to catch up.

Hols pls come quickly I need a breather.

Happy v day! Actually this day lost its meaning for me aft i graduated from st nicks. Like in st nicks we always celebrate, be it making brownies/ cakes or roses the a few days bef till super late at night den kena scolded by mummy lol.

07 not too bad. rmb gg to eat thai express with ting fang and dior den we ordered the super spicy hot and spicy soup and we died drinking it. haha i think the waitress damn irritated with us for making her bring out so much water. den we rdmed ard j8 and talked so much rubbish:P

08 ntg much but ran ard giving out pres. i made the flowers till 2 or 3 am in the morn lor. den met ting and yingjie. wanted to k at first but i had a fever so we went home early:(

haha gg to listen to ntu talks later and have a singles' date! den sending anna off. haha will be calling her doctor next time:D

強顏歡笑

Feeling quite empty now though it's chu xi tmr.

Absence of school? Somehow there seems to be no aim in life but just earning money. And it's so hard to meet up with friends cause they're all doing the same thing or in NS. -sigh-

May this be a much better year than 08.

Hmmm this is my first post in 2009! A bit late but happy new year everyone!

I'm like super chao da now even more 黑 than sher and weiting haha. It's because of Ubin and ECP cycling but Ubin is the main culprit. Stayed there 4 days with relatives and fam. Isnt it weird that you never realise how much you miss someone until u see them again? went cycling twice and had adults fussing over us the 2nd time. Didnt have so much trouble when we just went on our own lol. but at least didnt need to 趕羊 the 2nd time round wells. 3rd day me elaine kuang and 大姑媽 got up at 4 am to watch the sunrise and play cards hehe. lousy kuang 倒ed aft just 15 min lol. anw waited until 7am but there was no sign of mr sun so we went back to slp lor. gotta say its quite a disappointment:(

30th went to cycle at ecp with class. class is a rather big word isnt it? took myself an hr hike to get from area g to area f cause the stupid track made me u turn for a freaking 1700 m and counting. haha but we ate cereal prawn and sambal kangkong (my fav) and stingray and satay and hao jian for dinner. pity km wasnt there if not he might treat us to crab!

31st went to K with my cousins for the first time in my life! haha it was a gd exp and there was gossip as usual:p den went home and watched xiao niang re bef gg Yee's house to countdown. when i reached i was damn shocked cause i saw 2 botaks and i thought they were her relatives ir smtg then mike and clarence turned ard and i stunned tio. Mike naturally la cause he too ugly and he grew darker. we drank sparkling juice haha so sad no white wine and watched taipei's countdown. got my darlings S.H.E haha <3

den went to visit tf on the 1st cause he was injured and his mum was sick haha. brought oranges for them. His mum kept offering us things to eat i think i gained one kg from eating the chocs argh.

ok 2nd started work. what can i say? I dun wanna have children anymore lol.

joined tip for K aft work haha really missed the feeling of gathering tog. in the end we became damn high den were dian ning all the high songs bef we were chased out. i was jumping on the sofa during tong kuai. haha really gets u high. zhong finally agreed to sing biao bai! though mike sang most of it in a damn sluttish way but wells its commonly agreed that it's zhong's song:P haha duets were damn funny cause the guys wanted to duet with each other then the songs sounded horribly gay. must be the influence of ns haha.

anw today is 3rd and im trying desperately to stay at home cause the bus fares are horrendous! Have a happy new yr!

I just realised that my blog is dead. Haha stoning around waiting for 他們的世界 to start at 2.30 am.

Anw prom was on the 5th and it was so so lor. Food sucked pretty much. and for a 6 star hotel? the service is bleahh. They are damn inflexible but wells dont wanna talk bout that anymore. Aft it ended me sai and tornado went to walk ard. Slept by spore river and in macs in the end.

Ok i have nothing to write already. My life is hmmm uneventful and busy at the same time. I still feel weird cause there's no proper ending to my JC life. I think i'll miss it but im glad it ended.

Yesterday was a damn eventful day haha.

First it started with me dreaming in the morn. Kept hearing Timeless in my dreams over and over again. Haha I was thinking "Wah! who like Timeless so much? Put it on repeat so many times." Then I woke up and it was playing haha. My mummy still commented 放這種音樂哪裡起得來?

Ok den watched 命中注定我愛你. 阮經天超帥! but i watched it again today and his brows seem too thick? ok no i cant xiu him now. its too early into the marriage lol.

Hmmm den went to sch to celebrate weiting's bd. All went well except the fact that i was late for 25 min. haha but she was late for 20. so sama sama la. aft that wrote teachers' day cards and went to give pres. omg we learnt an impt lesson. never ask guys to buy pres. haha they damn cheapskate rahh!

then me, fang and shinq went to bugis to study. i had this strong craving for sushi but they didn't wanna wait till 2 for the buffet so in the end we walked ard thinking what to eat and looking for pastamania lol. i think we walked super long cause siak reached when we just sat down:P
haha i spammed half a bottle of cheese! and it was the first time i didn't feel 膩 eating the creamy chicken:D so delicious!

nlb was full so we decided to study in macs. so sad i didnt get to use the nice toilet that fang claimed nlb had. haha i only went there once to do pw. sure brings back memories:)

and here the imba mugging session started. we chose this ulu corner thinking that no one wld disturb us. but omg the grp of ppl behind us talk and talk and talk. esp the irritating guy talk non-stop for more than 3 hrs?!

Guy: Taiwan blah blah blah...
Girl and guy opp: -talked a bit-
Guy: blah blah blah

we stared at each other then me shinq and siak took out our mp3s. fang insisted that she was immune to noise because of me (or rather my singing) so she didn't need haha:P

Guy: 我的前女友...
Me: Walau. 有女朋友了不起啊?
Guy: 我向___ 示愛. 她覺得我很惡!

haha all of us burst out laughing at that. wah i totally agree with the girl la. i was telling shinq its like having jy shi ai to u if ur a guy.

Guy: 那個zabo 要帶我去酒店. 我不要lor.
all of us started laughing again
Me: omg which blind and deaf girl?
his company started talking bout some appreciation of sing and us currency and exchange rate. den siak randomly commented that spore uses a fixed exchange rate! -sigh-

Guy: 你們太單純了, 要像我一樣, 看多一點A 片.
wtf pls say that to ur friends. if its guys maybe still ok la but he was with 2 girls. somewhere in the middle the guy opp him left. must be cldn't stand him:(

aft 2 hrs...
he finally fell silent.
Fang: I really treasure this moment.
Guy starts talking immediately aft that. haha omg we were laughing damn hard la.

Guy: 你喜歡身材好可是不帥的男生...
................. 太漂亮的我也是不要.
Girl beside him: 難怪沒有人要我.

omg!!!! can u believe their egos???!!! pls la the guy super ugly and he sounds like he has a permanent flu. and the girl's make up was so thick that even if an cockroach crawled on her face she wont feel it lor. and who the hell wears flowers on her head?!

Me: did i hear what i just heard?
Siak: she kept touching the flowers.
Me: wanna check for bees ah?
Shinq: maybe he's ok if he go for plastic surgery or smtg.
Siak: Maybe he shld change his voice box!
Fang: the girl ah lists all the gd 條件 den ppl dont want such a gd person den she say nobody want her. -shakes head-

aft that silence for a while. fang looked up as if she wanted to say smtg den shinq was like "don't say! later he start again!"

aft 3 min,
Guy: contact lens blah blah... 我的眼睛有問題所以不可以戴contacts.
Girl beside him: blah blah
Guy: blah blah -gossips bout some girl-
Girl beside him: 我覺得那個女的很漂亮! 她長得很像我!

den silence for like 10 min and den they started talking bout exchange rate and appreciation. Hmmm didnt they talk bout that like 3 hrs ago?!

When they finally left. It was such a huge relief la! den we started bitching about them haha. apparently the girl opp them didn't talk much. siak concluded that she did try to say smtg but was overwhelmed by them.

Ok 2 muslim women sat down where the grp sat and started laughing. we stared at each other. oh no not again?! den we started laughing along with them. lol laughter is really contagious. but they stopped aft awhile. we mugged a while aft that den went home.

-The end-

Ok thurs we went back to st nicks to make and give teachers' day pres. shinq flo siak qiubx gollum mar tornado bex sai aman and me.

Talked to mrs tian and mrs soh. pity we didn't see ms lim and mrs khong. haha when mrs soh saw shinq she said "shinq! do u owe me smtg? where's my distinction?" shinq totally ran out of the staffrm:P

I was quite surprised Mrs tian cld still recognize us even though she thought that she didnt teach some of us when we're all in the same class haha:D she didn't rmb my name but heres what she said: "you! i rmb! the one who always like to laugh. make ppl laugh with ur ans!"

-sigh- I really would like to find the old me again.

den we mugged in the fam lounge. at first shinq self isolated to study. den more and more of us joined her. haha we ended up gossiping. damn fun!

aft that went to buy chocolate fudge cake for weiting's bd. den took 76 to buy 比較美好的世界. Me qiubx and shinq were talking bout what course to take. -sigh- i hope i find my direction soon.
ok thats the end of thurs:)